Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Thursday, December 25, 2014
Mainly because I've had right hip pain and lower back pain. Both are potential signs the cancer is moving. Maybe I'm being paranoid, don't know but it causes more stress. Appointment is 12/31 and I'll have an update shortly afterwards. In the meantime, I get to move and settle into my new place.
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Boy, I could use a good long sunny day. Too much gloom and rain lately is making it tough on my mood. Moving day is 12/27 and while I won't get it all moved, it's most likely my first full night in my apt. Life, it is a changing. Need to stay positive, focus on being successful in the new job and treat every day as a blessing. I go see My Oncologist on 12/31....have to admit I'm a little nervous this time. Hopefully it's all for naught. I'll take all the positive vibes I can get. Until next time.
Monday, December 15, 2014
Especially when you're going to be alone. It's one thing to be alone, it's another to be lonely. I need to find something to keep me busy in the absence of family. After 28 years, I have to admit it's going to be tough mentally. Need to avoid letting my mind go into dark places. I'll take all the prayers I can get...thank you.
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Saturday, December 6, 2014
It's time to make the move, apt is rented and my wife can't wait to get me out the door. Tough emotionally but I need to suck it up and get as ice cold as my wife. It's heart breaking bc I personally don't want our relationship to end. Who knows what the future will bring... Ugh